Monday, September 2, 2013

Welcome to my Education Blog!

My name is Jessica Gwilliam and I'm studying English Education at BYU-Idaho. I'm a native of Southern California, and graduated from community college in May of 2013 with Associate Degrees in Humanities and Social & Behavioral Sciences. I love reading, writing, watching TV and movies, cooking and baking, singing, doing crafts like sewing and scrapbooking, photography, baking, and meeting new people. I'm so excited to become a teacher!

I was raised as a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints with my three younger siblings. My testimony is growing every day, because I'm always learning new things about the gospel and how it pertains to me. I know that without the Church in my life, I would not be who I am today, or have the desire and passion to teach.

I married my best friend Jake on August 30th, 2014 in the Los Angeles California temple. The gospel has blessed my life in so many ways, one of which being that now I get to start my own eternal family. I have the support of my parents and extended family, as well as my husband, in my journey towards becoming a teacher.


Why Do I Want to Teach?

For as long as I can remember, I have struggled with school. As a child in elementary school I was often reprimanded for rushing through assignments and doing them improperly, writing my own stories when I should be doing a math assignment, or simply not paying attention. At parent-teacher conferences, my mom was always told that I was “very smart, but she just does not try hard enough”. I was dubbed a slacker; a girl who does not care about her education, and who never will. The only place in school where I excelled was English. Grammar concepts were easy for me to pick up, and essays or research papers were a breeze. I managed to graduate high school, with the help of supportive teachers and patient parents who would pay for tutors or pick me up after school late in the evening if I stayed for help.

Two years after I graduated high school, my mom started receiving promptings to have me tested for a learning disability. After four months of meeting with a psychologist, intelligence tests, and answering literally hundreds of questions on my strengths and weaknesses in learning, I was diagnosed with ADD. Through help from my doctor and beginning to research my disability to better understand it, I began seeing a change in how I viewed myself and my abilities, and education as a whole. Over a period of one year, I went from a 2.6 GPA to achieving a perfect 4.0 my final semester of community college, and I decided to pursue a career in teaching.

Through those years struggling to learn and keep up with my classmates, not once did a teacher suggest that I had a learning disability, or say anything regarding my abilities--teachers told my parents and I that I lacked the proper motivation, or even simply saying that I was stupid or incapable. Most teachers lack a knowledge or understand of learning disabilities; signs to watch for in their students, things to be aware of, tips for helping them to succeed, or ways to make the classroom environment one that they can learn in more easily. Because of the experiences I've had struggling through school, I know that there are hundreds and even thousands of other students experiencing the same difficulties. No one should ever have to feel too stupid to learn, and I plan on changing that.

I know that if my mom had not listened to the promptings she received, I would not be at BYU-Idaho today, and I probably would not have graduated community college and decided to go into a career as a teacher. I’m so grateful for the promptings from the Spirit that we can receive on a daily basis, because I know that they truly are from God and can affect our lives in huge ways, should we choose to listen to them.

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